i have nothing to say. i just felt like i should update this thing. just an urge is all. schools kinda hard. kinda sleepy right now.

yet again theres about a bagillion better things i could be doing right now, but no, my time is being devoted to this. yay. i'm totally missing the o.c. but thats what sunday night is for. i should be sleeping too probably. and plenty of other crap. but meh, oh well i need to update this thing.
if you haven't heard of a band named MOHAIR go to their site now and listen to some of their songs!!! its at www.mohairmusic.com  go now, cause they have an amazing live show and the lead singer stared and smiled at me and my friends for their entire set, unfourtantely we didn't get to meet them after, it was sad. especially since i just thought i was going crazy until after we left my friend mentioned it to. he even pointed at us once! it was sweet. again, thats not the point, the point is they are a completely and totally awesome band and they have a single coming out on the 16 that you need to buy at amazon or something!!! okay?! DO IT!!
in other news, i'm dying my hair turquoise and pink, i'm going to germany in two weeks and i am behind in school. pooo.
yay for good english books!! and charmed! and music! and um...pixie stix!!!

!!!!!! beth

so life has been pretty standard. started volunteering at the day care center type thing on base so i have something for my college applications.
i  feel like theres something wrong with me and i feel paranoid.
i can't put my finger on it exactly but i just feel worried and i think to much and i start to worry about everything. and i feel wrong about almost everything. like right now, i feel whiny, but i can't help it. i appreciate the good things like it being warmer out. and pixie stix at the shopette and being able to download photoshop. and the flowers blooming and invader zim being on nick this evenning and having gone to vienna and franny buying me a sombreroed piggy bank in georgia. and the kids at the day care center. and sleep. and new music. and my guidance counselor. and having an interesting project topic.
but i still feel pretty awful. and i hate it.
and i feel like im just being a teenager, which i hate, because i look at so many and i hate how they act and i never want to be that way.

Currently Watching Pretty in Pink By Molly Ringwald, Jon Cryer see related

i've been thinking a lot about what it would be like if people could have their own theme music, that you can decide if it will play or not at certain moments, like when you walk into a store, or school, or just around. and you could change the musicdoes anyone else realize how awesome this idea is?? w everynow and then. so it wouldn't really be theme music, but like "          has arrived!!!" music. and only cool people could get. no assholes. or they could but it'd be like regulation asshole themes. so it'd be like a warning.
well basiclay only stasha really reads this anymore.so, you agree stasha?